When I started the first blog it was easy. The kids were little and there always seemed to be some little story to share. Words seemed to come easier then too and I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Extended silence on Sam's Family was rare but did happen occasionally. And then I got quiet and realized a couple of things.
First, children are a lot funnier when they are little. There are fewer haha moments - that, or they're old enough now that I need to take into account their feelings on whether or not I should share the haha moments.
Second, I've gotten older as well. (More on that in a bit.) For me this means that the words don't come as easily now. I hope this is because I've learned to measure my words carefully and to let what I say mean something. I've come to appreciate the truths found in the tenth chapter of Proverbs: with many words transgressions are not lacking, and nourishment is found in the lips of the righteous to mention a few nuggets of wisdom found there.
When I started this blog my intent was nothing more than to have a place to share my photography. But I quickly learned that I am more of a storyteller than I thought, and I need both words and pictures to satisfy. But I still had plans to be all grown up and scheduled about it. Mondays would be recipe days. Tuesday was for posts on wifery and parenting or Christian womanhood or some other specific topic. I would share an image on Wordless Wednesday. Friday would be some kind of sharing highlighted with pictures, and Sunday would be (and still is) a Scripture verse paired with an image.
My goodness, looking at it all laid out like that seems kind of crazy. And if you just mosey through the previous few weeks you can see that I clearly haven't been keeping that schedule. At first it was the holidays and just being out of the rhythm. Tried to get back to it only to get derailed again this time by my birthday and a long weekend.
Basically, life happens and there isn't always time to blog about it or through it. So I am officially letting myself off the hook...no more stressing that oh-good-gracious-it's-Sunday-and-I-haven't-written-up-the-recipe-for-tomorrow or whatever. (Watch, I'll say this and be on some kind of blogging marathon for the next month.)
Okay, so I mentioned that I recently had a birthday. I turned forty three this past Sunday. I told my beloved this morning that I am solidly in middleagedness. He just gave me this sweet smile and told me he delights in my gray hair. How could I not be happy growing old with him?
But still. This has happened.
That's right. I have officially joined the ranks of the straight arm brigade. Without these nifty little things on my face I hold anything I need to be able to see as far away from my body as humanly possible. How does that happen? It literally seemed to happen over night and don't even get me started on the gray hairs. I know, and I am thankful he delights in them, but honest to goodness when did I get so old?
And when exactly will I start to feel like a grown up?